Reflection

I have read the two previous posts on this blog. WOW, another 13 years gone and what have I done. I want to write and am getting online to do just that. Still not sure that I have anything worthwhile but I am still here. Older, a little wise and ready for more. Tired of living in fear. 2023 is not the year. 2024 will be better. Fear still dictates some things in my life but I have faced past traumas and am willing to continue.

July 4th in America

America is a dream. Health, Wealth and Happiness a hope of all but promised to none. You have to work for your dreams. I live in America...land of the free and home of the brave. What does that mean? What am I really free to do that others aren't? I know I live with brave people, I have seen magnificence daily. I think there are times that I take my life for granted. There are times that I do not fear because I do not live in a war zone, I have food on my table, clothes on my back, money to spend and family I love. It could all be gone tomorrow, and then where would I be? Happy 4th of July to you and yours, may all your dreams come true!

Day one...

I am not even sure that I have anything to say that is worth reading but I need to try. Have you ever wondered where your life went? I feel like I went from twenty to forty in a split second and forgot to live my life. Day one and what to write??? Have you ever wanted to do something to set yourself apart from others, something BIGGER than life, but not celebrity??? You just wanted to do something worthwhile? I have spent my life attempting to get noticed, craving the attention but at the same time have a deep fear of public speaking. Can you imagine? You are scared but crave it... Day to day is no longer a reality I want! Living life is the only way!