Day one...

I am not even sure that I have anything to say that is worth reading but I need to try. Have you ever wondered where your life went? I feel like I went from twenty to forty in a split second and forgot to live my life. Day one and what to write??? Have you ever wanted to do something to set yourself apart from others, something BIGGER than life, but not celebrity??? You just wanted to do something worthwhile? I have spent my life attempting to get noticed, craving the attention but at the same time have a deep fear of public speaking. Can you imagine? You are scared but crave it... Day to day is no longer a reality I want! Living life is the only way!